beautiful lie

We were a beautiful lie
You and I,
Created by the dreamers,
To bring the light of love,

Instead,
We destroyed everything,
Blew out the light of love
And made the world dark.

After all we were only faking it,
None of it was real.

hanuman

my all time fav mandarin song...

Guan Hai Fang Shi

Ji Mo Kai Zai Xin Shi Pang
Sui Shou Zhong Yi Xie Shang Gan
Bu Rang Xing Xing Lai Kui Tan
Zhao Ge Chen Mo De Ye Wan

Zhao Ge Chen Mo De Ye Wan
Bu Rang Xing Xing Lai Kui Tan
Sui Shou Zhong Yi Xie Shang Gan
Ji Mo Kai Zai Xin Shi Pang

Wo De Guan Huai Fang Shi
Shi Ni Wu Fa Cha Jue De Bei Liang
Zhi Neng Zai Ni Bu Jing Yi Shi
Cai Suo Shang Wo Xin Fang
Ni Wang Chang De Qin Qie You Shan
Shi Wo Jin Sheng De Yi Han
Shou Shang Hou Wu Hui Di Mai Zai
Bu Liu Lu De Lian Shang


Way of Caring

Loneliness, I place next to my heart
Plant a little sadness over it
Even the stars will not get to spy on it
A dark silent night I seek

A dark silent night I seek
Even the stars will not get to spy on it
Plant a little sadness over it
Loneliness is next to my heart

My way of caring is concealed
in cold sadness you cannot sense
Only when you are not realizing
it gets locked into my heart
Your endless warm concern and friendliness
is my helpless regret in this life
When hurts, my pain I bury with no regret,
it will not show on my face

colour your thoughts

my choice of expression - colour pencils

when magic happens...

chocolate bouquet

it was worth the while..when i saw the smile on her face

Mosaic Madness

i wish...

i wish.. to see stars in the morning sky...

Just so you know...

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

footprints

Amazing story

Jerry is the manager of a restaurant. He is always in a good mood.When someone would ask how he was doing, he always would reply,"If I were any better, I would be twins!"Many of the waiters at his restaurant quit their jobs when he changed jobs,so they can follow him around from restaurant to restaurant. Why? Because Jerry was a natural motivator.If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was always there, telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Jerry and asked him;"I don't get it! No one can be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?"..Jerry replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, I have two choices today. I can choose to be in a good mood or I can choose to be in bad mood. I always choose to be in good mood.Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be victim or I can choose to learn from it. I always choose to learn from it.Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life...I always choose the positive side of life."..."But it's not always that easy," I protested...."Yes it is," Jerry said. "Life is about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice.You can choose how to react to situations.You can choose how people will affect your mood.You can choose to be in good mood or bad mood.It's your choice how you live your life."

Several years later,I heard that Jerry accidentally did something that you are never supposed to do in restaurant business.He left the backdoor of his restaurant open.And then???In the morning, he was robbed by three armed men. While Jerry trying to open the safe box, his hand, shaking from nervousness, slipped off the combination.The robbers panicked and shot him.Luckily Jerry was found quickly and rushed to the hospital.After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intesive care, Jerry was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body...I saw Jerry about six months after the accident.When I asked him how he was,he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be twins. Want to see my scars?"I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the robbery took place."The first thing that went through my mind was that I should have locked the backdoor," Jerry replied."Then, after they shot me, as I lay on the floor, I remembered I had two choices: I could choose to live or could choose to die. I chose to live."...."Weren't you scared?" I asked. Jerry continued, "The paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the Emergency Room and I saw the expression on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared.In their eyes , I read 'He's a dead man.'I knew I need to take action.""What did you do?" I asked. "Well, there was a big nurse shouting questions at me," said Jerry. "She asked if I was allergic to anything."......'Yes,' I replied.The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply.I took a deep breath and yelled, "BULLETS!!!"Over their laughter, I told them, "Please operate me as if I am alive, not dead." Jerry lived, thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude.I learned from him that, every day you have the choice to either enjoy your life or to hate it.The only thing that is truly yours - that no one can control or take from you - is your ATTITUDE, so if you can take care of that, everything else in life becomes much easier.

Amazing story, simple yet meaningful. My life - my choice. I chose to be happy.

read my fingers

love

Pizzzzza

before it wen in the oven....

love the beach

....

i miss being me...

why is it so hard...

sigh...

Accessorized

The moon in my hands…

woof

trips to the pet shop make me happier...sumtimes animals are easier to get along with… dogs especially are my favorite…. they jus love u unconditionally….this is one of the videos I took at the pet shop… this puppy is damn cute…. he was somehow trying to get hold of my hp pouch thru the glass window.. and he gave up after a while… :p

ms princy is a procrastinator

its been months since I finished skool… and I hav yet to do my resume…and i drag attending interviews…. but wat am I to do… princesses are not used to working… :P

Under the stars

Part of an essay I wrote for a friend and a true experience that happen a long long time back....

One faithful day, not surprisingly I ended up at bugis with my dearest friend or rather my knight as I would prefer to call… not having the mood to head back home yet as it was still a little early, we decided to explore bugis area. While walking along the shopping streets amidst a nostalgic architectural setting, we saw across the road the newly opened shopping place “Icon @ Bugis Point”. As a natural reaction we started walking towards it. It was a very narrow seven storey high building and cramped up with shops with barely space for more the 3 people to walk side by side nevertheless cozy and friendly. This was the case till level six. The mere sight of the seventh floor surprised us. Totally different from the rest, it immediately caught our attention. There was nothing except a few cube-shaped coffee tables and huge beanbags for seats. Best of all, there wasn’t a ceiling. Roofless, it was. There were just two others there at that point of time. Me and my knight pulled a few beanbags together and lie down and stared at the stars. And it had a very close view of the giant DHL balloon going up and down every few minutes, quite fascinating. Looking down I could see people rushing with their shopping bags and office workers heading back home. I felt as if I was a princess looking down from my castle at the soldiers so hectic below. A memorable experience it was. Relaxing under the stars, literally!

Sadly… my knight is too busy slaying dragons elsewhere to see stars with princess nowadays…

deepz '07

heart shape lamps... for the festival of lights...

whats deepavali without fire crackers...

home made cookies... choco, custard and cornflakes made by yours truly

my most fav bangles at the moment...

Cherished.

i miss sporty sundays.. the memories remain...

Made with love